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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Ah!! Christmas!!! xDD Time of giving...

First year in my life that I am so bankrupted...*sigh*

Need to save money and buuuuuuuuuuuuuuy for peeps!!

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

And again, I sit here, wondering about the darkness...
Thinking nothing but death...
How many times have this occurred?
More than anything I can count…

And again, I sit here, tears running down my cheeks…
Thinking nothing but death…
How much longer must I live?
All I ever do is cry in the darkness!

And again, I sit here, tears soaking these same pages.
How much longer must I suffer?
Why can’t I just disappear?
But in the end, no one would bother to care!

I don’t care anymore…
No one ever gives a care to my feelings.
So why don’t you shut the fuck up bitch and quit complaining?
Because you are NOT the one feeling this pain!

That’s it.
Guess I won’t be eating at home anymore.
It’s not like anyone actually gives a damn.
They probably want me to die anyways.

That’s right, I have no heart.
But ever thought of it this way?
You never showed me the meaning of love.
I have no heart so that I sit in the darkness and sob.

For the past 7 years, I have endured nothing but pain.
What happiness?
All a load of crap!

How stupid people are when they suicide?
I admire them…
To be able to take your life, to have the courage to do so…
I admire them so…to just run away!

All is meaningless if I don’t get away.
That’s right, I have lost my heart…
Light, what light?
I never seen no fucking light.
I been in darkness all this time…
And I think its time for me to go…
If only my tears would stop…!!!

Yes, how pathetic I am...
Fortunately, I lost my interest to care.
I have already lost my faith in everything...
So whatever...
I shall wait for my death...
Maybe I should just jump out the next time I cross the road.
I don't care about the pain anymore...
Anything is better than this!

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Woah, its almost been a month!! How's everyone's Thanksgiving?? Been good? Had turkey? [Chicken? Dock? to the Chinese peeps xD]

Me just came home from Yadira house....REAL nice turkey there xD I'm full...well...I'm kind hungry again >.<

I'm beginning to make my X-mas list! Lol.

1. sports bag [which i wanna put clothes in when i go to the ski trip]

2. more GBs for compie! [i dont wanna delete all my thingies..]

And thats it for now xDD <to be added on at a later time> Right....hahaz.

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

>.<

I have been forced....to get myspace and facebook.

So here r da links xDD

me at facebook

me at myspace

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Monday, October 16, 2006

OMFG! Internet!!

I FINALLY HAVE MY INTERNET BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey, ya gotta give me propz yo. I been FULLY w/o internet for the last 12 days!!! Yo, thats the LONGEST time for me w/o internet.

Though, the thing I'm using a VERY unstable. Got Belkin router and then got a D-Link UBS Adapter.

MOST HATED INTERNET PROVIDERS
1. AOL
2. VERZION DSL [getting near the level of AOL soon]

Then...some dudes from Earthlink called me just today....I swore....I'm hating internet providers right now...HATING!! >.>

Anywayz...I HAVE MY INTERNET *hugs my browser* I LOVE YA!!! Now...I need to go d/l all the anime/manga shit I missed for the past 2 weeks....argh....T.T

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